Still Hurts

I just wanted to let all of you know, if you are wondering how others are feeling now that it has been a couple of months, it still hurts. I had to come in for a rare Saturday appointment to meet with a client and decided to come a little early. I heard one of the songs on Jason's video and I couldn't stop thinking about how much I still miss him.

It must be a little different for me being so far from family who gets to see each other on occasion and can lean on each other a bit. I feel pretty alone way out here. What makes it better though is seeing his pictures again and knowing that he is as happy as can be right now. I know he is cheering for Haley to get here and stays as close to his family as he can. I am considering doing another video or rearranging some of the pictures and music. Let me know if any of you have some thoughts for music or have additional pictures to include.
Jason - I miss you bro. I know your there and like the song from the video says, "were closer than we were before." I'm just sorry that you had to leave to get me to understand what you meant to me. I promise to try harder to keep in touch with everyone else. Thanks for being a great brother and an excellent friend to so many people. You won't be soon forgotten. I'll do my best to help take care of Kelly and the kids. There part of my family too.
You've got to be pretty stoked about having a baby girl. I wonder about all of the stuff you are up there teaching her about before she comes down here. Man that would be way cool to have your dad to hang out with all by yourself before you come down to this earth. She is one lucky girl to have you. Be sure to tell her how awesome her Uncle Mark is and that he should be her favorite. Just kidding. Until I visit again...Love you man!

ITS A GIRL

Our fourth baby is going to arrive sometime in July!! She will be a very welcome addition. I think I will name her "Haylee Jase". Jason picked out Haylee right after we got pregnant. Probably call her Jase because Harley and Haylee will be confusing. This is not a definete name yet though...